Moving On….

As of now, I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I am so much concerned with my family, everyone of them that it seems I no longer know what will I do with myself. I am 21 years old, and I feel like I getting older very fast and that I am not enjoying my life at all. I hate this, I am so lonely. My mom is at work and I am left here alone, doing the net again. And I miss my family back in the Philippines so much. I don't really know what to do. Imagine my life waking up early in the morning just to go to work in the hotel, and when I come home, I already feel very tired. I don't even have the time to enjoy. Even if I have the time, I have no one to be with because my mother is busy also. Oh, how long can I endure this loneliness that I have with me right now. My life is a never ending cycle of loneliness, happiness, disappointments, encouragements, discouragements. Countless people that I meet and that some of them really made a impact in my life but in the end they have to leave me and that I will never see them again. Everytime that I am alone, I remember all those memories that I had. How happy I became during those days and I can't help but cry because I know I can no longer bring them back. My family, I really miss them. THey are all having fun there while mum and I are here. Very far from them.