Remembering my past!

At this part of my life where I feel that I have no one except my mother and Uncle John, I feel that I am very alone. Someone who don't even have a friend to share all the good things that I have now. I am in a very beautiful and wonderful country. With so many fantastic and amazing views but it seems like for me it is useless because I don't get to enjoy them. Everytime I see those places, I wished that someone is here beside me to enjoy the place. I can say that I have a great past. With all the people around me who have been part of it, then what else I can asked for. Those were the times when I have felt the happiest time of my life. Those days when I will just sit in the field, watching the sun to set and thinking the good times. The days when I used to play in the rain, running around the field. How I wish I can do that one right now.  Being away from all my loved ones back in the Philippines makes me realize how important they are to me. I do really miss everyone there. i used to go to school and do some funny things with classmates and friends. The time when I used to miss school because I just don't feel like going to school. The time when I am always late. Now, I can't do that anymore. Those days when I used to play scrabble with my playmates in scrabble. I miss the rain also, the strong typhoons and everything. I miss riding on a jeepney and tricycle. I miss eating in Jollibee alone. I miss walking in Session Road and SM. Now that I don't even have a single friend makes me wonder if I can survive it here. Life is too short for me to forever live a life like this.